ok so you guys did not know I was at the hospital lol well I did not know I was gonna be there! lol ok what you have to know is that I have carpel-pedel syndrome, basicly I dont naturally have enugh calcium and vit D in my body, and because I am hypersensitive, the smallest of things will trigger the CPS, it will cause me to completly freeze up, and I loose all control of my muscles, and I sometimes begin to black out. now that last time this happend was last summer, then the docter siad "yah, its just the sun" but my mom looked it up on the net and found CPS that is what we figered it was so basicly as long as I ate lots expessially before doing anything remotly strenuous, then I am fine and nothing happens, but since it happend do long agao the first time, I never really thought about it anymore, and I figered I would cut down on the amount of food I was eating(I was eating twice the amount a girl my age and size should be eating) I wanted to get back to my ideal healthy weight, so I cut back to a more normal amount of food, and seiddenly..it happens again. so there goes my diet lol I am gonna hafta go back to eating a ton just to keep from passing out or seizing up but its better then freezing up and passing out lol I am ok now, just sore, and my boss told me to take tommorow off and relax.
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